I want you to know that I am impulsive & honest at the wrong times.
I am mean to the people I love most because I feel like they could do better then me,
I know that I am awesome but not better then nor 1up-ing, approval seeking/gossipy girl business exist consciously.
I hope nothing more then that everyone better themselves through experience. *Then learn from all of them.
Being Lonely is normal - being dumb is normal - being judgey & mean happens.
It’s all about your intentions. Are you selfish at heart or selfless?
We all make mistakes and move on.
Maybe this is just a reminder,
I’m nostalgic and I have regrets,
There is so much I want to say but I can’t wait to just leave.
I love these people but they obviously don;t want me here.
I’m getting old. I know too much.